oneyear.

Well, there's no guarantee
That this would be easy..
It's not a miracle you need
Believeeeee me. 💓

happilyeverafter .

" you're my happily ever after "

heeey baby ,
sorry uhh, never blog for so long x_x ! hehe , dont kew meee >< if only we had a camera or smthing :x & if only people were blind >< ! HHAHAHS ! thanks for spending time with me, you're amazing baby ! Don't ever leave me, cause i will never wana leave you ! you're beautiful !! dont ever think you're not ! <3 sayaaangg my dear 老婆 ! You dont have to be worried when i go poly, cause ive chose to be with you alr so im gonna cherish you till the end of time ! :* Mwaaaaah ! 💘

But if you feel worried at any point in time i will secure u with my words again & again :') ! BABY! you're the cutest girl & the girl with the sweetest smile & the most beautiful girl i've ever met, others may be pretty but to me they arent beautiful :') ! & if everything seems dull & dark one day, ill be your prince & save us from it :) ! wont ever give up on us ! <3 HAHAHAS ! okay? :D lets spend lifetimes together <3
what do you say my beautiful princess
<3 . take my hand :') ?

love,
your boyfriend :)

PS : phooootooo <3 ,

statue .

" don't ever leave me . "

baby, before you read the post i want you to watch some cute video i found on youtube ^^ ! It really reminds me of us . <3 and the way i feel ! hahas , watch it and i hope you're touched by it . baby , iloveyou !

baby, you really make me feel really touched and loved sometimes till you move me to tears .. i also dk why sometimes long text don't work on me neh :c aiyo.. i feel kinda bad about it .. but THAT DOESNT MEAN U CAN DONT SEND HOR :@ ! sorryyy im greedy :x ! hehe , i not greedy about other things de .. only your love :x den i want ALLLLL of it. :( ! & my darling , if it is okay with you, i'd like to tell god that spending a lifetime with you isn't enough and i'd like to ask him to let me spend the rest of my after lives with you, from childhood friends to your boyfriend and when we grow older, id wana marry u and grow old with you cause there would be no other one i would wana spend my life with, baby don't ever leave me alright ? If you did, i would be back in the shadows of my lonely room .. I finally found such an amazing girl i swear , i will cherish u & always ALWAYS make you feel secure no matter what. I won't ever leave you, we'll go through thick and thin, i'll go through everything with u cause as long as you're next to me, nothing can de that bad. you really got me stuck like a statue sometimes, so happy that you're in my life baby .

my darling wenxin , don't think too much too ok ? whatever that has happen has happened. your past and mine i think as long as we don't repeat the same mistakes and let the same things happen we will be fine and no matter how ugly or how scar-ed your past has left u, ill be here to help u wash it up and heal it. rest assured and just lean on me i'll sayang you like a little cat and shower u with all the love i have . wenxin, you're the best girlfriend i could ever ask for. <3

your boyfriend,
benjamin

PS: there's actaully so much more i wanted to tell u but hehe, i kinda like forgot some :X and hey, no matter what i wouldnt leave u also cause , there would be no other guy that would treat me like i do to you. i won't let any bully u ok ? baby i'll protect you with everything i have. you're my precious baby girl and i love you so much !

baby, u mean the world to me  & iloveyou alot ! happy one monthsary + 1 day. <3 *HUGGGGG*

ps took so long also >< hehe . and we can always do things together <3 like winning that fred npc ;love ! ;lub HAPPY WITH OUR ACCOMPLISHMENT <3

Iloveyoubaby . 080612's ! <3 MWAAAAAHH !

1st .

Dear wenxin,

Hey babygirl ! Happy first monthsary together with me <3 ! Although this isn't our "offical" date but i guess it's the feelings developed between us that counts huh ! Anyway, i wana thank you for stay that friday night and understanding my problem and staying right there when i pushed you away. Thanks for that really :') ! i think if you didnt, i would have still been rolling in my bed like a chuchu train. <3 .. baby you really made me feel loved and cared beyond what i ever expected. Your smiles and laugh is the best things in the world and your hugs & kisses just tops it all off <3 ! Baby you're really awesomeeeeee :3 !! hehehehehe . 


Baby, no matter what happened you sticked through with me and never left me lonely nor did you walk away. Even though im such a troublesome person with all my thoughts & moodswings .. must have given you such a headache uh ! :( but thanks for always being there to sayang mee and hug me when im down, and tell me im not alone and do all you can to make me feel like everything is ok.. <3 baby i love you, thanks for coming into my life. You're really my angel god has sent me >< ! I'll cherish you ever second i have you, for you i'll change my bad ways and be the best boyfriend you deserve. 


My dear silly girl, just tell me anything as long as it's bothering you ok ? <3 understand ma ? I wouldn't mind you de laaa silly girl !! :@ already say past le ma ! if even your boyfriend mind im not fit to be called your boyfriend. but ofc if im your boyfriend ofc it would mind to me at least a bit luh ! :( which good boyfriend see the girlfriend kenna hurt until like that wont xinsuan de!! :( ! MAKE ME CRY SOEMORE SIAAA D: ! Don't ever do that to youself ever again ok ? In my eyes you're definately not some anyhow girl. In my eyes, you're perfect. <3 i mean it. My cute lil angel. Just let go of your past like how you're teaching me to let go of mine and think of just us now and next time. okay ? <3


baby, happy one monthsary i'll always always be there for you ok ? <3 ! *mwaaaaah* *huggg*


your boyfriend,
benjamin 







PS: ill make you scream when i marry you, i swear :x ! I've the best girlfriend in the world <3 . 
       i love you babygirl <3 *mwaaaaah* ! sorry uh last night too tiredalr x.x once i closed my  
       eyes i seh alr x.x ! ps uh :( hope u didnt stay up waiting for this :c . sorry baby. :( 

sleep .

" no matter what, you'll never be alone anymore "

Baby, as what that quote says, you will never be alone anymore ok? So you also cannot anyhow think for me ! Must stay happy and forever remember that you're not alone cause you have me by your side. Even though I might be troublesome x.x !

Don't think you can't make me happy okay? :/ you already make me feel like the luckiest man alive to have such a understand and caring girlfriend :') ! I wouldn't trade you for anything. :) ! So don't think you don't make me happy. This may not be really what's bothering you but slowly ok? :) no matter what it is you can tell me de alright ?

And I'm a bit sleepy le x.c ! Thanks for being so concern about me and sorry for always keeping you up :( !! Sorry sorry sorry ! :( make you angry also :c I now really will go sleep ! Sweet dreams kk? Dont angry me ! I will listen to you :( !

Bengiee.

mine .

WENXIN GRUDGY/FAPPER/ROLYPOLY LIM !

welcome to being the prisoner in my heart ! don't worry my prison bueypai one okie :b ? but still you have to do alot of chores still tho ! Hahaha ! hey, i know today like not very very grand or happy cause of all that has happened and your phone *PIANNGGG* o.o make until the atmosphere until like weird weird >< ! sorry darling :/ make you go through all this uhh . u no mood = i no mood , u sad = i sad , u moodswing = i moodswing @@ ! omg.. ps uh make u always so so so worried about me make you so so sad even up till now..

i'm a really really stubborn stupid goondo and weird guy but you're always doing your best to make me feel better and im really happy you're finally by my side. putting you through so much nonsense wasn't intentional hor :( ! i also don't know why i got so much problem de, make everyone sad espically you :/ ! i hope i would never need to hurt your pure kind heart ever again.

Im really happy that you're finally with me ! :') no matter what i would never leave you alone, i'll always cherish you and try my best to make u happy :) ps uh yesterday jing ran forgot to wish u on ur fb last :( den wake up late also .. haizzz i so suaguuu sia !! and also, now that we're finally together i can call you my baby and love , spoil and care for you <3 i swear ill love you more and more everyday c: ! cause right now the mood still abit rabak when everything gets better, i will love you even even more <3 ! and i really hope you will be happy and if you're not must tell me why cause ill always be there for you.

don't worry if i will always tell myself never to think too much and that im always never alone now cause ive you ! i will learn to let go of my past mistakes and just focus on the present and the future as now i have you and that is all that matters ! sorry this isn't a really touching post or anything :/ but don't worry ok ? our love will go stronger & stronger <3 ! No matter what we must cherish everyday together and cherish one another. again, im sorry i put u through all those things in my past , please forgive me :c ! I love you babygirl *mwaaaah* don't think too much also ok ? and don't so sian & shag cause the screen is can change deee ok ? <: ! see you so shag i also shag sia :( ! must always remember to think positive like me okie ? ^^

ALSO ! remember to drink lots of water and always eat your breakfast uh ! :@ i don't like you always wake up den breakfast never really take. you're face uh getting paler and paler everyday ley.. must rest more and sleep earlier if u need to ok ? <3 happy birthday and ur dead alr hor :b ! owwwnedd :B !

ily 020612 <3 !
benjamin

my babygirl :

you're everything to me, i love you. foryou, i'll get rid of all the things that's bothering me and because of you, i'm where i am now. i think without you i would still be in that problem. i hope we would last a lifetime together, i wana just walk hand in hand at the beach and just kill our time after the exams with each other <3.

my baby, i love you so much ! sweet dreams and dream of me <3 i'll be strong for you and your smiles just brings smiles to my face ! my sweet little baby our love will go stronger and stronger and i promise you . must tell me if anything ok ? dont shag alr okie ^^ !

i cant promise to solve everything but i can promise u wont face anything alone.

MWWWWAAAAAAHHHHHH ! <3
*bite your tongue* ;mua .

love,
your boyfriend .

birth .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY LIL GRUDGE <3

It's been awhile since i posted huh .. ps uh last night drop dead forgot to post and maybe a bit too lazy >< ! sowwei oh ? Anw as u can probably see im kinda rushing this post >< cause its 11:55pm and im still here typing this. i think by the time u see this u would have already read ur sms . sooo remember hor :D 10am my place to claim what's always gonna be yours <3

short post x.x sorrrryyy !! running out on what to type everywhere :( !

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
ps, thanks for being born :') and being here in my life . your beautiful ^^ !

SMILEEEE !