sacrifice .

im sorry for , 

1) making you feel bad when you had already made plans before hand and i asked you out to come all of a sudden. :'/ 

2) for being angry and pissed at you. 

3) for being selfish and unable to make you feel better..

but i want you to know that whenever we quarrel now later next time or in the future, i don't ever want you to run away from it just by taking all the blame ok ? idk why your so scared of getting into a quarrel with me. it's inevietable in the future and we're bond to quarrel as long as we're together. every couple would, but i want you to think of quarrels as challenges and through these challenges we will understand each other better ok ? i promise you i'll never leave you means i never will . understand ma ? if we have problems we talk it out as a couple we solve it together as well . none of us is allowed to run ok ? as long as we fight it means both of us is at fault . i know your past had made you feel like that , but im telling you to point the middle finger at them cause none of it was your fault ok ? they were fked up people who didn't knew they had a treasure . 

and i won't ever find you irritating ok ? i understand why you have doubts cause i have them too and don't feel bad about ok ? that's the last thing i want you to do ! no matter what you'll have me , & i mean no matter what . our past is what makes us stronger so step on those faggots and rise up ^^ . i'll be right behind you all the way i promise . 

and .. sorry for making u angry :/ really my fault uhh this time .. D: preaseee dont kew me . i scared sia when u suddenly call me and say * ni zhen de yao zhe yang * >:( !! dont angry ok ? tmr de thing i really didnt know u had plans so i keep asking :c sorry .. i actually wanted to bring you go and cycle and blow blow wind spend some time outside at east coast or pasir ris park or sentosa or west coast and enjoy the nice views there :/ maybe can make u feel better abit also inside. everytime come my house only i scared by the time u have to really stay at home with me you also sian alr.. :c so yea.. sorry i made u feel bad and pekcek.. :/ 

*PS : I WANT A SORRY TOO HOR ! >:( but.. i forgot why i was angry at u ley D: ugh.. T-T fml.. & i love you alot :c .. sorry about just now !! D: want let u early sleep in the end liddat :/ ! sowwei..

i love you <3

Ben .